"I love cheese." my thoughts and pictures.

I love spring weather. there's something about a warm, sunny day that brings healing to my soul. Today was amazing in that sense—the sun came out, I didn't need a jacket or a hoodie, and I was happy. I went outside and took pictures, as well as did a painting. It was great.
Now, though, I am not so happy. I am really having trouble writing at the moment, and that's frustrating. I have a million thoughts, but I am having the worst time expounding upon those thoughts. There is so much that I want to say that everything is jumbled together inside. There are things I wish I could say, things I shouldn't say, and things I so desperately need to say.
For example:

1. My Emotions. I can't even say the emotion I feel right now, because it doesn't need to be said publically. It's obvious.
   
2. There's a poem in my head that won't come out. It's about worlds falling apart and dreams. It just won't come out...
3. I don't know what to do with my life. What I mean is: I don't know if I can see myself being a graphic designer.